The Blue Station Video (MV)

Uh, awake. But don't feel awake
Life's but a dream. Can't tell you what I see
Hard to trust, so I smoke another leaf
Passing time, with oldie tunes, feeling so relieved
See the crowd rocking with me, fathom in disbelief
Lonely days, been meeting cold nights
Put on a smile when I don't feel all right
Try to be nice, taking for granted
Guess it's part of the plan
Gotta take it on the chin and be a man
What you know about pain mixed with tears
Bundled up in sadness that you can't express
People say they feel you, but only know their own limits
Can't be upset. Actions are forgiven
Love to judge when they feel that you've been sinning
I just be praying to the universe
That I can be forgiven for the ways that I've been living
Focus on happiness and not the things that make me livid
Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
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I just wanted to let you know
That I still think about you a lot
Man, I think about you every day
I think about if I could have loved you better
I know you don't care about the letters
I know everything happens for a reason
I was wrong when I thought our hearts were tethered
Face getting redder. No remorse, for falling tears
And that's OK. I give respect, even though you went a different way
I hope you get the love that you deserve someday
I got no room in my life to fill myself with hate
Kick back with my girl, Mary Jane
Yeah, I'm hurt, but I accept this heartache
I said I'm hurt, but I'm gon accept this heartache
Everyone be going through heartbreak
I know it's my time to get up out of my head
F*ck angels and demons need to get out of my bed
This is my life
Sometimes I feel pushback, but I must still get ahead
Don't care about the money that was spent
I've been taking L's as in lessons and celebrating the wins within
Yeah, I'm tired, but I still make it through
Like the Michelin man
Keep on trying to have some faith
No, Allstate , but I'm in good hands
The universe will provide
Sometimes it's a good sign
Or sometimes it's something that you need to heal inside
Is you ready to ride
Said is you ready to ride
If not, I swear it's fine
I'm here to make a climb
Strength and positivity is where I want to reside
Been procrastinating for too long
Can't let that shit slide
I'm up now, pushing forward to the day that I die
To the day that I die
To the day that I die
To the day that I die