Just Devon - December Lyrics

I been feeling darker everyday by the minute
Wonder when this that or the other gon' feel it
F*cka I'm in it these sparks gon' finish it
Say the way that I'm supposed to go in it
Put two bullets in my head if it make ma happy
Foot on the pedal I sigh as I break bones snapping
Rapture prolly cappy, this boom not bappy
Zooming towards heaven just be so sapping
Paint a pretty picture of the sunlight in the day
Faint and fade away in this life I'm makin' plays
Between me and you I still feel some type of way
Wonder if you give as good head as they say
So sad to see you all lost in your ways
Thats the cost of losing yourself in the fray
I wonder if my ex still think about me daily
We was too young and it stinks but just maybe
See the days go by and I'll get hung in yo eye
Ways we touch eachother God would not comply
I been havin' fantasies of our lil destinies
Love it when ya mess wit me hate it when ya leave me
You are like a little pet I have got to protect
Never gonna let you fall so don't cry yet
I been trying hard just to stay off the drank
Life ain't basketball you can't just tank
Strife ain't falling far from the tree
Scary thing is I think my brother like me
Grandma's health been in the gutter lately
Really though just been tryna keep straightly
Why I never let nobody in to f*ck wit me
See my sorrows canopy away from anybody
Imma rat bastard f*ckin' on her faster
I don't need a pastor really imma laster