Just Devon - Foreign Affairs (feat. føx) Lyrics

She was a darkskin queen, kinda mean
But a dream, her body had the perfect lean
Used to help with food that steam at work
Woulda gave anything to see that ass twerk
This other girl I had, she had vanilla cake
Prior life was bad, think Walter White but baked
I think that she saw the desire in my eye
Because we used to drink all the time in her ride
Now a mixed girl and she had the best thighs
Lost in her way, long convo, stormy nights
Love it when we got in fake fights all the time
Got a whole EP, she inspired all the rhymes
Onto my ex girl, used to have the hair curl
I wonder how she doin', crazy world
Used to sext all the time, f*cked like we crazy
Heart was never lazy, one day just maybe

You could just tell me what it is that you want
We both know I'm not the type of dude to f*cking stunt
You could just tell me what you really need
I'll be over here hoping that it is me
I'll be over here hoping that when I dream
About us you're at home doing the same damn thing
I don't cry real tears anymore
I don't exercise control over my fears anymore
It doesn't seem to matter i still feel the sadness
And I think the saddest shit is the fact that I still really love you
I'd still put nothing else above you
I still want the best for you, even if that doesn't mean me
I still imagine what it could've been like if we didn't let things split at the seams
You still occupy my dreams
You still occupy my dreams

And maybe I could find love too
Someone who loves me like I love you
Maybe then it'll happily ever after
But until then I'll keep being a disaster