Regretting my life every night
It feels like it's getting harder everytime
To try and seek for the brightside of everything
Everyday getting tired and weak
It became so hard to even speak
Yeah, I can barely speak I've been dragging this pain since last week
But don't worry now I gotta keep faking my smile
Even if my thoughts are breaking my mind
You can clearly see that I'm wasting my time
Every time that I overthink everything that makes me wanna die
All those late night thoughts
That won't leave me alone and do nothing but haunt
Made me someone stronger than I was before
So I don't need you anymore
Cuz you don't know how you got me hurt
Dead by dawn, I'll squeeze the trigger of my gun
While I'll gaze at the rising sun
Yeah, a bullet in my brain to numb all the pain away
I said, a bullet in my brain to numb all the pain awa-a-a-a-ay