Justin Mengel - Mad Lyrics

I can't control the things I feel
And I can't control the way you deal
But I know somewhere along the way
I've had the chance to get away

But something always pulls me back in
I feel my head spin
What once was anger turns into an ode
I'm telling you these are things I can't control

I was mad at you, now I'm mad for you
And I can't get you out of my head
I was mad at you, now I'm mad for you
And I don't think you'll understand
How mad I am, how mad

I don't understand the way we are
One day we're fine, the next we're seeing the scars
I can't find the balance of how I should feel, this is not what it seems
You're awful, we're through, then we're good, it's like we're in a dream

I was mad at you, now I'm mad for you
And I can't get you out of my head
I was mad at you, now I'm mad for you
And I don't think you'll understand
How mad I am, how mad

I'm tangled up in knots between my head and my heart
And I'm trying to get a grip
I think we're falling apart, I knew it right from the start
But me losing all control of how I feel has gone straight to your head
Your head

I was mad at you, now I'm mad for you
And I can't get you out of my head
I was mad at you, now I'm mad for you
And I don't think you'll understand
How mad I am, how mad