Jvon Lawrence - Accountability Lyrics

I've been sending text's all
F*ck it no I haven't
Cause if you been following my story you know what happened
I tried to be this living image of a father
I pick up the phone dial then hang up then I never bother
I hate that bitch with a passion
Cause everything I was building she 9/11 my plans
It all came down crashing
I'm close to the edge of my dream I'm close to waking
Cause my dreams have been part of my genes but now it's faded
My life has gone wasted but I ain't taking blame for that
So much anger stuck in this chamber I need to aim it at
The devil took my soul but the lord said i can claim it back
I'm thinking holy thoughts can't rid myself of these heinous acts
Wish I could rewind my life and then play it back
I just wanted a taste of success then i would savor that
I'll probably won't get it roll credits fade to black
Sometimes you can't walk away
From the dreams that you may have
But when that dream has done you bad
It's too late
Maybe you should walk away
Just keep all those memories
And don't forget to take
All accountability
I'm cold as it seems but I'm sure you noticed the theme
I'm really calm and calculated but i go the extremes
It's just the taurus side of me remember I'm a twin
Growing up for us making it out was kinda slim
We ain't never had the latest of shit or latest of kicks
So broke we ain't even know that labels exist
Took us a while to realize the lord gave us a gift
Then twizz quit cause rapping cyphers wasn't making us cents
He went the other route can you blame him
Cause at this very point of our lives we should be famous
Born amongst the trap and came up with something amazing
Circumstances been keeping me caged in I'm painted the bad guy
I love it I found my energy
Deposited my feelings I'm dealing accountability
Mother was hooked on crack so we witnessed horrific imagery's
I'll try not to squander this gift that god has given me yeah
Sometimes you can't walk away
From the dreams that you may have
But when that dream has done you bad
It's too late
Maybe you should walk away
Just keep all those memories
And don't forget to take
All accountability
It's two versions of me so pick a person
Bishop is really vicious but prime is the introverted
They say the older you get you never stop learning
I took them bad habits adapted and then i merged it
No i'm the nigga you know the one you once knew
I use to wanna be signed now i do what i want to
Pardon if i give you this feel like i don't trust you
It's just been my living conditions that i succumbed to
How i adopt these ways
My circle's so small it's looking like a dot these days
I'm watching friends turn to ops then it's swapped replaced
All the storage i once hoarded i done locked away
Just say less
Please just say less to me
Understand cutting people off is one of specialties
There's gonna be whole lot people that don't mess with me
Good now that settles things
Sometimes you can't walk away
From the dreams that you may have
But when that dream has done you bad
It's too late
Maybe you should walk away
Just keep all those memories
And don't forget to take
All accountability