I'm running from my battles and I'm running from my struggles
They tell me that they love me but I just get into trouble
And every time I get better, the pain always doubles
Until I feel I had enough and I cry into a puddle
Yeah, I think that I'm done, but they ain't done with me
Remember when I had a squad, and then it turned to three
Then everyone wanted to leave, and now it's just me
And I'm all on my own, scared of what I'll grow to be
And I'm running out of options, running out of patience
All this fake love, yeah, I gotta say I hate it
And I think I'm falling down, I'm falling in the matrix
And I think I want the love, but everybody fake it
I just want the love, I just want the love
I'm running from my problems, I'm running from the drugs
And yeah, I hope that I'm enough, I hope that I'm enough for her
And I always question love, but I don't question hers
I feel I might die, I might die young
I see myself laying in a hearse
Crying out and waiting to be heard
It sounds like me now, so it's not absurd
And I wait for her to say the word
There ain't anything I wouldn't do
I keep you here like clothes, cause I get too attached
I want you here on my back
If you were in my clothes, I would only wear you
Just to keep you here, nothing I wouldn't do
And girl, you got me stuck, got me stuck like glue
But what if I'm dumb, and you play me like a fool
Yeah, what if I'm numb, and you use me like a tool
I'ma crash out, I'ma lose my cool
And that's really really wild, cause I'm a cool dude
I'm not really known to lose my cool
But when it come to you, I lose my cool
I lose my cool
Cause I just want you
I want you here for my life
So please, don't leave my side
I'm running from my battles, and I'm running from my struggles
Tell me that they love me, but I just get in their trouble
And every time I get better, the pain always doubles
Until I feel I had enough, and I cry into a puddle
Yeah, I think that I'm done, but they ain't done with me
Remember when I had a squad, and then it turned to three
And everyone wanted to leave, and now it's just me
And I'm all on my own, scared of what I'll grow to be
And I'm running out of options, running out of patience
All this fake love, yeah, I gotta say I hate it
And I think I'm falling down, I'm falling in the matrix
And I think I want the love, but everybody fake it
I just want the love, I just want the love
I'm running from my problems, I'm running from the drugs
And yeah, I hope that I'm enough, I hope that I'm enough for her
And I always question love, but I don't question hers