K1ng Underrated - Do Better Lyrics

Uhh
Gotta do better
Even if I fall
Gotta do better

February 22nd i lost you that day
Before May 2nd that was your birthday
What can i say
I was hurt that day
I was hurt in every way
You showed me a way that
Couldn't be reciprocated
Talked to me in a way that
Only you could talk
Ya you Kept it real with a limp
You always had that spark
And You spoke up when needed
Kept it funny and always exceeded
All the expectations even when cancer
Tryina take you away
Thru the years you was here
So near so close never far
You moved closer to us
Just To be near to the ones you loved
Ya You wasn't rich you wasn't poor
Ya You poured your heart out for us all
But you took the fall
And I asked God why
Ya I asked God could i ever see you again
In my dreams so i could lean on you

But instead
You wanna know what i got
No dreams
No you
That's what's hurtin the most

And I'm still mad and I'm in pain
Cause i lost you in my life
That changed the whole f*cking game
Why did you have to leave my side
You were my heart
Ya That kept me going
You beat the blood thru me
My veins ran dry the day
You close your eyes
Dropped them last tears
Took that last breath
Right in front of my eyes
And I'm sitting there like
Damn
Ya this can't be real

I'm so f*cking mad
Ya I'm built with anger
Never knew what it was like to snap
1 2 bang ya i wanna kill somebody
Make them pay for the price you paid
And ya laid your life on the line
Took care the family with that love and care
I adore you with my heart
And I wish i can have them battles scares
Fight it thru you with you
Like rocky I'm Mohammed ouu

Against the odds
Adversity wants to crumble me
I'm trying to stay the humble me
The loving caring me that
Gave the world All my f*cking energy
Just like you did
Grandma ma

And we missing you like crazy
Even when I'm too lazy to come to the stone
I still remember them days i was in college
And i come home to see you first
Now years later i remember
Putting you in that hearse
Cursing up a storm in my head like God why
Why now why when you know ima break
Why when you know ima fall
Cause you was the one to always
Break my fall that's why i always called
This was my depression
I may need intervention
Ever since i lost you
Never saw you again
I kept talking to death
Jump of this bridge
And I'm Stabbin myself in my ribs
Bout to Blow my brains out in the crib
Sometimes i just wanna live only by you
And I'm getting better with the shit
I lost my other half of my life
I wanted to unleash a full clip

So i dropped the gun
Grab my pen
Let my words change the world
Ima do better for you
RIP grandma
Love you