K2damenace - Numb 2 The Pain Lyrics

Pain in my heart, I take these drugs so I can feel numb
Two weeks ago in front of the judge, can I just go home
My momma told me, boy, you skinny, it's been so long
I pray to God so I can never ever do wrong

They say orange the new black, but I don't even like orange
How the f*ck I get locked up for the right just to bear arms
I take these drugs for my anxiety, I don't need love
I take these drugs so I can talk to the man above
I feel so trapped all in my hood, so I been trying to make it out
Momma told me, son, don't leave me, you know you my only child
I said, mama, it's okay, I'll go out there and make you proud
I said, mama, I'm so sorry, I got locked up, please bail me out
I smoke that dope like back to back, I need some cologne
I told my brother, nigga, I'm witchu', whether you right or wrong
First day out whats next, got off my ass and got a check
I went and bought a brand new tec
I need a bitch to give me head
I lost my soul, searching for a brand new heart
I lost my heart when bro died, and I swear them times were hard
It ain't no saving me, I'm dead, cuz I'm so f*cked up in the head
They say I need to take my meds, can someone just put me to rest
I swear I'm better off dead

I swear I'm better off dead
Man, I'm so f*cked up in the head
I swear I'm better off dead
I swear I'm better off dead
Can someone just put me to rest
I swear I'm better off dead

I swear I'm better off dead
Can someone just put me to rest
I swear I'm better off dead
I'm numb to the pain
I swear I'm better off dead
I'm so numb, I'm numb to the pain
I'm so, I'm so numb, I'm numb to the pain