Lost Video (MV)

Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Cause I been lost
Down and out thinking I been lost (I been lost)
Happiness don't got a cost (Got a cost yeah yeah)
Happiness don't got a cost (Happiness don't gotta cost)
Overthinking I been trippin'
But is it really me? F*ck all the shit I been forgiving
I feel myself changing but I don't feel like I'm living (I don't)
Well I do feel like I'm living (I am)
But I feel like the depression is out there somewhere bidding on my happiness
Tryna to take over my happiness
But as of now I'm trying to fix myself
Man I ain't ain't having it
Trying X out bad love that been stopping me from keeping it
They might say that they love you trust me don't even believe that shit (That's cap)
Uh
Don't believe that shit, don't even believe that shit
They don't care bout you or ya happiness (Yeah yeah)
Just the relationship
They want you close, they want you near
To seek all of ya benefits
Wonder sometimes what changed
So I just sit back and reminisce
And those who don't wanna see me win
When I find my way, gon' have haters stuck like a mannequin
Cause this fall and this winter plan on locking in going hard again
It seems my whole life I been a loner, I don't need a friend
No I don't need no friends
Wish I could change some things
But I ain't got no regrets
Sauce a nigga up like Uncle Drew
But I ain't on the Nets (Sauce em, sauce em, sauce em)
Just like Nike Imma do it cause man I want them checks
Cause I'm on the next yeah, I can't second guess yeah
Cause I been lost
Down and out thinking I been lost (I been lost)
Happiness don't got a cost (No no no no no)
Happiness don't got a cost (Gotta cost oh yeah)
Overthinking I been trippin'
But is it really me? F*ck all the shit I been forgiving
I feel myself changing but I don't feel like I'm living (No no no no)
Well I do feel like I'm living (But I do yeah)
But I feel like the depression is out there somewhere bidding on my happiness
Man lately time been going fast I'm losing myself
Should I value cash and wealth
Or should I value mental health?
But f*ck it I say both, a happy soul and bread always gon' help
These the things you gotta think about
Not the brand on ya belt (Uh huh)
Trust me none of that gon' matter without stable mental health (It's not)
I'd rather roll and spark a blunt all by damn myself
I can't trust these peoples cause they wanna see me on my downfall (On my downfall)
No more Imma face my problems chin up 10 ten toes tall
Here's more emphasis, pull on ya block and I'm thrashing shit
No damages, If we hear sirens then we leave the premises (Woop woop)
I feel I'm lost but I gotta go get it (Gotta go get it)
My niggas shoot at ya top at ya fitted
Taking yo bitch cause she like how I'm living
Overthinking I been trippin'
But is it really me? F*ck all the shit I been forgiving
I feel myself changing but I don't feel like I'm living
Well I do feel like I'm living
But I feel like the depression is out there somewhere bidding on my happiness yeah yeah