2013 Still wet behind the ears
Became a man by myself
So there was nothing to fear
At least that's what I thought
See I ain't have a father since the day I could walk
But that's another story
Right now my vision blurry
From that mixture
Depression got me feeling like there nothing that can fix me
I ain't been the same since you been out the f*cking picture
My homies told me take a sip of this and it gone fix ya
And I pour up
Pour up
Pour up
Take another shot and then I go up
Go up
Go up
I can't feel the pain no more it slow up
Slow up slow up
Take another shot and I go up
Praying for some better days
I hope she gets the message
I ain't talked to god since a young adolescent
Now I'm lost in wonderland
Begging for a helping hand
But all I see is snakes in the eyes of these niggas
And I pour up
Pour up
Pour up
Take another shot and then I go up
Go up
Go up
I can't feel the pain no more it slow up
Slow up slow up
Take another shot and I go up