Kairos - Wishbone Woes Lyrics

My scars leave the worst impression, I hope I can stand the storm tonight
My scars hail from hell and heaven, I feel lost I'm torn apart inside
I see a ghost in my reflection, for so long I asked him who am I
To no avail I received no answer, he only said he bled more than he cried

And they say they say I don't love enough
But I prayed I prayed for the love to come
They say they say I don't love enough
But I prayed I prayed for the love to come

In a journal looking for the old me, I've seen it all, memories bleed from my eyes
Grow my thorns so nobody can hold me, build my walls so nobody can gaze inside
Your strings could never control me, I've seen outlaws riding in the sky
One Lone Rider with a loaded gun
One bad day away from unloading some
Im your black magic man not your holy son
Halo fell off way down along the line
Tar black smile but I wear it fine
It's a lot of things many of which are mine

I'm a conman, keep saying that it's under control
But I'm wrong a mans song lays under his soul
Where it hides cause your verse is how you're feeling inside
And it kills to speak emotion in the light
Cause you're afraid they'll know your chorus ain't perfect
You filled in the lines with lies cause they hurt less

Im a cut throat, been solid, stay lowkey
Not afraid to put in work and use some elbow grease
Big heart, slow start, still on my way to the peak
East Coast, southside where kairos resides
You cant hide, too live, too explicit for your eyes
Too stubborn, wont fold, skins weak, not soul
Not me, too bold, too scarred, too strong
Too deep in the blood of my enemy's
I've been through it for so long my fear is gone