[ Featuring Fjand ]
Been ignoring them signs
Hope everything will fine
House parties on the weekend That's the only place I'm on time Seems like everything's on fire Truth is I don't mind
All this beautiful madness
That live inside of my mind
Got me thinking 'bout my life
Should I slow down a rewind
Got me thinking back to that past tense While I pretend that I'm fine
I just need to close my eyes Fall back and I'm flying Chasing after these highs Got me falling out of the sky It's all so complicated
Wish I could buy some patience
But in the meantime
I been off the ground inside my space ship I swear the waters tainted
Can't seem to focus lately
Wish I could read your mind
Somedays I swear you hate me
Whoo
Chasing after thrills ya that's the truth
If I cant get you now I need you soon
We ain't gotta worry 'bout the rules
Just love this beautiful madness with you
Caught up in these memories
Need to focus on my own energy This chaos it envelops me
Need my own peace and serenity Dangerous tendencies
Swear I'm my own worst enemy Focused on ending me
But I hope things change eventually Through the highs and lows
Forget it all and float
In the sixth dimension
Travel through the unknown
But its all beautiful madness
Chaos so magic
Nights out on the city
I just hope it's everlasting
I been having trouble sleeping
Way too busy overthinking
And that's why I'm out in the late-night I'm moving like I'm dreaming
I don't know how I'm still breathing New party every weekend
Ya you know how I been broken down And I'm still picking up pieces Thinking I just need to reset
I ain't found my own peace yet
Tryna live without regrets
Never need a rhyme or reason
Falling back through these seasons Memories feel so recent
I'm just up late in the studio
Tryna give it all a meaning
Whoo
Chasing after thrills ya that's the truth
If I cant get you now I need you soon
We ain't gotta worry 'bout the rules
Just love this beautiful madness with you
