[ Featuring King Yosef, The Wild Dutchman ]
Found me f*cked up, drowned out, too lost, my sight of you
Empty, Plexi thoughts that swell my mind of you
Left you, fought you, hate you in every way that you like me to
Left me broken, stolen, there's nothing that I can do
Drink the day away, it's your love that's so hard to replicate
I found love in a f*cking hopeless place, as your love left me in disarray
Still here for the reason, just the day
You ran off but the darkness came to stay
There's not much of a tortured me today
I take drugs just the f*cking ease the pain, lil bitch
Bleeding hard, the wound don't need a closing
Drowning in the memories of holding you inside me telling me I own it
Now I look at you as my opponent
Running wild to wake up, devastation
Miles and miles of roads I've never taken
Crack a smile and wake up my frustration
Curse to hide the fact I lost my angel
I follow the cuts of my wrist, they be leading me, teasing me
Till its "death!" I scream
All leaving me
Sermon of sacrifice, while we all laugh at life
Meaning is fleeing, y'all might not being seeing me
Death holds me close
Holds me till I choke
I am nothing but a premonition of a death wish
All these compulsions obsessive
Leave me now
Let me drown
Bury me bury me
Rest beneath the ground
Heavy lies this crown or so I thought
Day dreams of chasing death will never stop
