KAMO - Mistakes Lyrics

Why can't I stop over thinking, I'm so over thinking about you
I don't want to love you, I want to let go and move on but I really don't think I know how to
I want to forget all the things that we did, it's easier living without you
We were searching for love, I couldn't find myself but I was more lost when I found you
I gave you a chance when I could've given it to someone else, now I'm stuck with regret
I tried to be optimistic, but who am I kidding the worst is what I expect
There are these rules to love, many were broken like most of the promises we never kept
You were my right hand, no matter what I write now it just seems only right that I left

And I, can't keep pretending I'm okay
Truth is it's killing me inside, what more can I say
The pain only grows more and more everyday
And as time goes on I don't know how much more I can take

Tried convincing ourselves it had to get worse before it got better
We expect it to work, but neither of us even put in the effort
We're good people, we just have to accept that we're not good together
It's a hard combination, trying to mix this pain and pleasure
We both made mistakes, forgot and forgave, but somehow we couldn't recover
And all along, we knew it was wrong, we should've stayed friends, and never been lovers
So many emotions began overflowing, I should've listened to my brothers
They said things would be different now we're so conflicted we don't even know one another

And I, can't keep pretending I'm okay
Truth is its killing me inside, what more can I say
The pain only grows more and more everyday
And as time goes on I just don't know how much more I can take

I put my pride to the side, and bite my tongue 'til it bleeds
I gave you everything I had, but I was too blind to see
You took advantage of the fact I wear my heart on my sleeve
So I tore it off and buried it underneath the words on this beat
You were the one I told my secrets to now you're one that I keep
I don't regret loving you, but I hate that we're in way too deep
I hate that there's a hole in my heart, and a space in my bed where you would sleep
We both made mistakes, forgot and forgave, the best mistakes are ones that teach

And I, can't keep pretending I'm okay
Truth is its killing me inside, what more can I say
The pain only grows more and more everyday
And as time goes on I just don't know how much more I can take