November 5th Video (MV)

I know we just met but I'm marking down the days
Your flight leaves soon I'm doing too much for you to stay
Everday's a blessing never tryna waste a day
But every minute and every second counts when we huggin

Girl I really adore you we can skip past that f*cking
Our first kiss we locking eyes we felt the loving
Then we went down on each other start the rubbin
I'm grabbing on your neck and your sides I get the crushin

Then ya momma call your phone girl when you getting home
"I just dropped off Meesha mommy I'm coming home"
But she wasn't rushing home we was all alone
I gave her something special to remember in her dome

Expressing how I feel in this three minute song
I know we met for a reason darling I can't be wrong
She love it when I please her with this low melo tone
Now you won a scholarship I'm still proud of you

Hope you take that ride my baby that's the mood
I really don't want you to go that's the saddest truth
But if the tables were turned girl you'll be happy to
To see me achieve me dreams and come right to you

Now you saying at this rate we may need a break
Was going to hold it down for you for six years straight
Applied to collage to get to you even out of state

I tried playing God for the both of us staying up late
I realized that I can't so I had to pray
I in trust in God waiting for his finale say
Now you lost your nephew baby I'm sorry

Hold him close and tight in your heart please
Just remember I pulled up in a heartbeat
When you were crying all alone in your bed sheets
I always seem to pick you up when you feelin weak

Your love is so close to home I cannot fathom that
Your everything I could ask for your way more than that
I start fallin into abyss and that bitch black
That abyss is filled up with my f*cked up past

Hoping you hold it down for me and you don't crash
Cuz that long distance shit you said it never last
Girl you love me so much that you got attached
To get my first name tatted down your neck and back

That some real commitment if you ask me
Father take this love and let it come to peace
All decisions we make it comes from you
You live in both of us and you tell the truth

Now every red jeep I see can't help but think of you
Still got the same college on me I'm talkin OBU
And on your birthday dinner I was hella rude
Apologize from my heart and made it up to you

An end of a chapter November 5th, 2023