KamWittaK - "Regretted" It All Lyrics

All we did was cry
Matter fact you lied
You always told me if I leave you'll pulla suicide
Funny you broke up wit me on that same night

Couldn't even blame yourself you blamed on Jesus Christ
All of me my heart and veins turn to as cold ice
You had me thinking girl you that would of slide
Was twelve am on the dot I'm texting like eight times

I didn't what to feel my hunger strived for pride
My ego hurting so bad
Serve pain in my eyes
Vision was getting too blurry I couldn't compromise
Was over here sweating bullets thinkin that you died

A young girl with a future willing take her life
I fell asleep pondering waiting on ya sign
Then I woke up that morning all I see is read
When I turn to my right still see you in my bed
You probably way over it your voice still in my head

Why am I still on holding to the words you said
Now I'm doing my best to hold onto some hope
I'm tryna grasp what you did to me literally tryna cope
I kept on day dreaming bout you I had to let it go

Pound 67 your number dialing on my phone
I still left you a voicemail don't think you got it though
Now I'm blasting your favorite song in my whip
If In 10 years' time Sadie Jean "locksmith"

Apologizing on my part for treating you like shit
You're not an angel either you shot my heart with bricks
You lit a deep fire within me just two of your sticks
My brain wants to move on
My heart remain sick

I need them both listen
I need them both to click
When your jeep got bumped I came out like John Wick
I was deep in their vehicle could have got hit

Would have died for a girl who flew away like a blimp
Now I'm sitting here thinking damn I was a simp
But no more of that I threw it all away
The only true love we made is when we'd fornicate

My actions proved everything was gon move across the states
To make sure that you good and make sure that safe
I know you told your friends Im one of your worst mistakes
My Family keeps on asking "hey Kam are you straight"

I wasn't looking to good I had to pull the brakes
Thought I was fully healed thought I was doing great
Until I seen your car you parked right next to mine
My stomach turned and I gagged I felt that deep inside

I felt so much hatred towards you I ain't gon lie
I looked at your car and realized I can't waste time

I skirted off the scene like 12 chasin crimes
Next time you hear of me I'll be deep in my prime
I got Gods light in me I was destined to shine

KamWittaK