In flux (my) ideals. Oh yeah, I can feel,
The same way as you did back then.
I've tried so hard to tear this world apart
Now I'm scarred by the deal.
As I look back in my mind, I stumble when I find
The woman's face I tried to conceal.
With a bottle and a knife I wrecked my love, my life
Hurt so bad that I tried not to feel.
You broke my heart and tore it all apart.
Now I'm out here all alone.
I changed my mind so many times
The thought of you cuts me to the bone.
As I look back in my mind, I stumble when I find
The woman's face I tried to conceal.
With a bottle and a knife I wrecked my love, my life
Hurt so bad that I tried not to feel.
In flux (my) ideals. (I'm) not gonna feel,
The same way as I did back then.
The rain whistles by. I hang my head and cry,
And tell myself to keep moving on.
As I look back in my mind, I stumble when I find
The woman's face I tried to conceal.
With a bottle and a knife I wrecked my love, my life
Hurt so bad that I tried not to feel.