You said my name for the first time in a while
It's been so long since I've felt
You, said my name for the first time in a while
It's been so long since I've felt alive
If I've been with other boys
Will you look at me the same
If I've been with other boys
Will you look at me the way you used to
And you say that you don't want it
And you tell me you can't look at me the same
And you say that you don't need it
It feels heavy when I carry all the shame
And you say that you don't want it
And you tell me you can't look at me the same
And you say that you don't need it
It feels heavy when I carry all the shame
You, you, you, you, you
You said my name for the first time in a while
It's been so long since I've felt
You, said my name for the first time in a while
It's been so long since I've felt alive
If I've been with other boys
Will you look at me the same
If I've been with other boys
Will you look at me the way you used to
And you say that you don't want it
And you tell me you can't look at me the same
And you say that you don't need it
It feels heavy when I carry all the shame
And you say that you don't want it
And you tell me you can't look at me the same
And you say that you don't need it
It feels heavy when I carry all the shame
And you say that you don't want it
And you tell me you can't look at me the same
And you say that you don't need it
It feels heavy when I carry all the shame