Katalina - Dolor De Agosto Lyrics

I think I can remember the last time I was happy
But now that you're not here
My heart is feeling really heavy
I lie in bed
Waiting to hear your voice again
It's hard to accept that you're not coming back
All I get is a rush of the flashbacks
Not sure what to do
So I hold a picture of you
It'll never be the same
We can't lean on each other
I didn't get to tell you just how much I love you brother
Do you hear me now?
Even when I'm not so loud
If I could love you back to life
You know you'd be alive
I'd trade my place with you
Just to watch you live your life
It's just not the same
My hearts in so much pain
I tend to walk in circles becuz I feel so lost
No amount of meds can make me unfeel this loss
Do I stay awake?
Or can I sleep another day
Sure some days I'm smiling
But I gotta force it now
There's not a joke funnier than how life turns out
I try to pray
But I can't see through all this rain
It'll never be the same
We can't lean on each other
I didn't get to tell you just how much I love you brother
Do you hear me now?
Even when I'm not so loud
If I could love you back to life
You know you'd be alive
I'd trade my place with you
Just to watch you live your life
It's just not the same
How do I live with all this pain?