Katia Kay - Bitter 18 Lyrics

I just wanna grow older
Eighteen dreaming of a Rover
Been going on the lonely road
And nobody seems to know that I'm gone
The weight of the world on my shoulder
Life hasn't been the way I chose it, yeah
And he tried telling me life wasn't easy
At 18 n I aint believe him
Why did I think he was lying to me
He wasn't tryna hide nothing from me
Ooh, it's destined to be
When I turn eighteen
Everything changes on me

And I, I'm still in school
Hate playing rules
And I, I'm miserable
I feel a fool
He tried to tell the truth
This world is cruel
But pride's a miracle
You 'll never lose

If I told the world that 18 is cold
Would you all believe me would you just say no
If I told the world that 18 is cold
Would you all believe me would you just say no

I just wanna grow up, yeah
I just wanna grow up
My bitter 18, my bitter 18
I just wanna grow up, yeah, yeah
I just wanna grow up
My bitter 18, my bitter 18, yeah yeah

87k for the Rover
Extra 20 on me for the chauffeur
All these fake friends out of nowhere
I think I was better off all alone
The battle with myself is a cold war
I don't wanna be here no more
The demons been knocking on my door
Somebody show me what I m looking for

Every time I step outside is a bother
Everyone acts like they're sisters and brothers
When all that you do is to follow the money
The chase never ends and I feel like I'm running

This life is pitiful
So typical
And I, I'm miserable
I feel a fool
He tried to tell the truth
This world is cruel
But pride's a miracle
You 'll never lose

If I told the world that 18 is cold
Would you all believe me would you just say no
If I told the world that 18 is cold
Would you all believe me would you just say no

I just wanna grow up, yeah
I just wanna grow up
My bitter 18, my bitter 18
I just wanna grow up, yeah, yeah
I just wanna grow up
My bitter 18, my bitter 18, yeah yeah