Delusional Video (MV)

There's scratches on my heart, it's not broken, but it's close
Ain't no better glue than false hope to keep it whole
Am I making up the signs?
I get too excited for the next time I have an excuse to be
Be back on your mind
Like movie scenes, I can't let go
I'm begging for the sequel
Until then
You got me talking to God again
Until then
I'll do my best to not let it sink in
I'll be delusional
I don't mind
Choose to confuse the circumstances til I'm fine
Cause it's easier to imagine you're so heartbroken over me
That it'll work out in our favor eventually
I'll be delusional
I don't mind
It's weighing on my chest, every word that I've spoken
Playing on repeat in my head so much that my brain's overflowing
Is there something I can do to find out what you're thinking?
What I mean to you?
It's hard to have shame when there's not much else to lose
Living in a future fantasy, I prefer it that way
Cause until then, gotta make it through the day
Until then, I'll be driving myself insane
Mhm, I'm spiraling
I'll be delusional
I don't mind
Choose to confuse the circumstances til I'm fine
Cause it's easier to imagine you're so heartbroken over me
That it'll work out in our favor eventually
I'll be delusional
I don't mind