Kay Kay - Walk in the Rain Lyrics

So much hate in the choices I've made
Can't see strait through all of this pain
By the end of I have to feel drained
My life is like a walk in the rain
The haters need to stay in your lane
As I pour up this drank that I've made
Chasin this check it drives me insane
Imma get it this hustle is ingrained

Waking up every morning there's some new shit on my mind
What kinda drugs am I doing I think I'm outta line
I'll do anything for the fame to try and make a dime
The devil told me if I want these mils sign the dotted line
And everything i want in this world could be mine
So now you see me around a soulless body walking
A zombie in the flesh and I'm business smart as Hawkins
Real rockstar life gonna put me in a coffin
Trying to find answers in this thing that we call life
Everyone else is blind to the system but something isn't right
I'm trying to get out
I'm using all my might
But maybe in my head it's to dark to try see the light
And really I've been feeling like I want to die tonight
Maybe I'll do the drugs and the demons gonna win the fight
My visions turning blurry I think I'm losing sight
Not caring about tomorrow as if I can live twice

So much hate in the choices I've made
Can't see strait through all of this pain
By the end of I have to feel drained
My life is like a walk in the rain
All the haters need to stay in your lane
As I pour up this drank that I've made
Chasin this check it drives me insane
Imma get it this hustle is ingrained

Depression eating me alive
I don't even care to live I just really wanna die
None really cares and no one sees me cry
Worthless is my way I describe this feeling in my mind
Everyone tells me that I should stay on my grind
I keep on pushing forward it's hard for me to try
Sometimes I find my self screaming why god why
The drugs in my system have me f*cked up I can't hide
Lsd got me on a wild roller coaster ride
Everyone in this world treats me anything but kind
It doesnt even matter I gotta go out and get what's mine
I'll get the money and the power but I really just want a house and a shower
Show my family maybe I'll make them proud
That their son really could do something with his damn sounds
But for now all I do is look around at all the frowns
Hopefully I go though this struggle to come out with a crown
Before I end up dead and buried in the ground

So much hate in the choices I've made
Can't see strait through all of this pain
By the end of I have to feel drained
My life is like a walk in the rain
All the haters need to stay in your lane
As I pour up this drank that I've made
Chasin this check it drives me insane
Imma get it this hustle is ingrained