Nothing Lasts (feat. Jok3r, Samosa & Kate Bridger) Video (MV)

Sometimes I just feel like I'm alone in this world
Like I'm drowning in my thoughts as I'm roaming the earth
I've never quite been free like I've known it since birth
It's cold and it hurts, I'm alone and its worse
I got a family who love me yet they can't relate
These relations damn I'm grateful my heart it aches
Its hard to taste, what a bitter pill to swallow
I'm lying fast awake with little here but sorrow
I can think of a thousand reasons why I should be happy
But it doesn't seem to matter under this weight that we carry
I've got all my limbs functioning and, both parents
And a house to call home, man this should be tremendous
I just feel they don't know the man I am inside
Like the mask I hid behind as I ran from life
I'm now trapped inside and I cannot find
The guy I once knew who I thought I am inside, like

Quitting ain't an option yet I'm thinking bout it often
Promised I'd be here and never ever stopping
I'm falling to the fear of my life being forgotten
But nothing lasts forever, we all end up in coffins

I sit down and think about the things that I've done
And I realise that I've been living life as a cunt
We're like toy soldiers, and the reason that is
Is cause I'll end up in a box even if I have won
There's plenty reasons to smile, but I ain't even got one
I don't expect to be famous so I do my music for fun
But I guarantee that I'll f*ck up, cause, nothing ever lasts
Been writing bars from the start now I'm swimming with the sharks
Getting ready on the mark, isn't a walk in the park
Now I'm the monster that you're running from when I'm haunting the dark
I'm always smiling so people think my life is a laugh
But no one ever realised that my smile's a mask
Cause if you know me then you know I don't ever look down
But my pain hides behind the smile of a clown
I'm in love with my music, I'm in love with my sound
But my only salvation is when I'm under the ground, what

Quitting ain't an option yet I'm thinking bout it often
Promised I'd be here and never ever stopping
I'm falling to the fear of my life being forgotten
But nothing lasts forever, we all end up in coffins

I watch a smile on my face, every day I'm in the limelight
Need to expose myself, but only when the time's right
I'm progressing, but grown wretched with no eyesight
I'm stepping to the future but looking back into hindsight
Family misfortunes that are taken too far
Now Daddy's getting happy with his violent glance
Drumming beats upon Mummy, I'm paralysed with my stance
And each mark on her body led to emotional scars
Now I'm feeling guilty, cause I want her pain to be mine
Stress to express my stress, up on the B line
Surrounded by my team all the time, may seem nice
But numbness in my nerves reminds me it's still lonely at times
The only way I feel I can fix this
Is to be by myself in the middle of nowhere
So I can break down to truly build up my health
How can I love others, if I can't love my, self?

Quitting ain't an option yet I'm thinking bout it often
Promised I'd be here and never ever stopping
I'm falling to the fear of my life being forgotten
But nothing lasts forever, we all end up in coffins