Kayote - New Life Lyrics

I finally feel like myself after all these years
All this anger inside you've been by all my fears
All my family and friends that try to keep away
The ones that love you the most cause you so much pain
Until the day I woke up and I could finally see
All this pain in my heart was now a part of me
Just an illusion to me to keep my soul safe
Protected by all the lies that need to break away
It's been way too long I've been building walls around me
Keep me distance on you never know too much about me
Trying to keep you out cause I love my same space
But the problem is I never looked into my own face
We let it go will you hold it aside
It's hard to take the blame I know it doesn't feel right
We let it go will you hold it aside
You're more than just a passion more than what you realize
Ready for a new life
Until the day I woke up and I could finally see
All this pain in my heart was now a part of me
Just an illusion to me to keep my soul safe
Protected by all the lies that need to break away
It's been way too long I've been building walls around me
Keep me distance on you never know too much about me
Trying to keep you out cause I love my same space
But the problem is I never looked into my own face
We let it go will you hold it aside
It's hard to take the blame I know it doesn't feel right
We let it go will you hold it aside
You're more than just a passion more than what you realize
Ready for a new life