I get so f*cked up sometimes
I lose my friends and lose my mind
And I don't talk about it
If I say it then it's real
Oh I can't read between the lines
Feeling lonely, broken, hoping that you're fine And I
Try not to think about it
Cause sometimes time can't heal
And I don't know who I'll become
I've learned to hurt I've learned to feel
So cold and numb
I want to run so far
Away from how this feels
And this is how it feels
This is how it feels