Kc393 - Dangerous Mind, Pt. 2 Lyrics

I've had anger issues since I was young
These days my therapy is off my thumb
Going back and forth like I'm in a scrum
I got so many problems suffocating numb
Making suicidal jokes is it funny or real
Tryna chase these thoughts but I can't deal
Ready to give a blood meal really don't know how to heal
A light pole looks a nice way to turn my wheel
I can end it all then I won't have to conceal
Breaking down crying in front of you all
This me given to you raw
My heart hurts my soul hurts and I am broken
I feel like I might need some magic potion
I can't get roped in need some motion getting so close to imploding
I am my own worst opponent guess depression can be potent
Look around walls just close in I'm f*cked up it's worth noting
My consciousness that bitch has been stolen
I can't sleep can't rest I just tweak just press
I can't breathe I can't bare I just seek for some air
Mind race like state fare I'm goin round and round
Walking through days with frowns I used to laugh like a clown
Now I can't even crack a smile biting my nails I'm so hostile
Being on edge is current lifestyle I been Rated R for more than a while
Don't freestyle compile my thoughts waiting for the day I go on tour
Way I think is so obscure being in my head is not secure
From the outside looking in it looks like I am blessed
Day by day I fake it when I get dressed
Empty is the feeling I describe best
Emotions lockdown like I'm oppressed
If I catch myself smiling I wonder why
I switch back to no fun guy
I shouldn't be happy that's what's in my mind
All I wanna do is sit back hide and cry
Why are you mad all the time
Why don't you take a step into my mind