only if you knew Video (MV)

I don't know what I'm doing
Confused and
I'm lucid
The mirror made me lose it
Secluded
I'm stupid
Girl only if you knew
How much I'm needing you
(Oh My God)
What we had left in ruins
No movement
I blew it
It's nothing left to do when
You choosing
The blueprint
Girl only if you knew
What was I thinking leaving you
(Oh My God)
What is there to get back to
Every other day I get more bad news ya know
And I can't ever seem to look past you
But you ain't looking back and that's a honest sad truth ya won't
And it was always simple when I had you
So why I up and leave and try to claim I had to ya don't
I sit alone just hoping you would crash through
I dream about it happening but when I snap boom ya gone
I don't wanna go too far
But I don't wanna fall too low
Thinking bout you might be hard
It's impossible to let you go
I don't wanna fall apart
I really wanna hold out hope
Can I let it all out in your arms
Don't wanna stay here all on my
Own it this what you chose
And yea it's not shattered
But it's still broken right
Ya feel hopeless words been unspoken
Sitting there choking time keep on rolling right
You get close to getting yo closure
Deep in yo soul it's not what you wanted right
You dissociate in that room
Cause she still ain't holding you when you folding right
You hope maybe it's all a phase
And you ain't to late to make it all golden right
You go crazy feel your heart breaking
But you keep saying it's still not over right
Realize lately life don been faded
You been so jaded went and lost focus right
It's so draining so you start praying
That she don't hate you cause she ain't told you right
I don't know what I'm doing
Confused and
I'm lucid
The mirror made me lose it
Secluded
I'm stupid
Girl only if you knew
How much I'm needing you
(Oh My God)
What we had left in ruins
No movement
I blew it
It's nothing left to do when
You choosing
The blueprint
Girl only if you knew
What was I thinking leaving you
(Oh My God)
I try to find solutions
They useless
I'm clueless
The mirror told the truth when
It drew it
I'm losing
Girl only if you knew
How much I'm needing you
What we had left in ruins
No movement
I blew it
It's nothing left to prove when
You choosing
The blueprint
Girl only if you knew
What was I thinking leaving you
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