Keelow Lovekill - So Much Lyrics

So much pain
If I would die right now the world would be a better place
So much pain
If I can control anything I can control my fate
So much pain
I'm drowning on land chest tight I'm not breathing
So much pain
If I could burn to ashes have my remains blow away

I'm drowning on land chest tight from invisible quicksand
I'm fearing no death I welcome it near me
I'm wishing the intetity would come to visit me
I'm counting my blessings
My hands come up empty
My heart is split in two
My body is so lonely
My soul has been rid itself
All that's left is this shell of flesh
That needs to burn
For my essence to take flight is all I yearn
Lows of lows have this Expression
Systematic oppression, discrimination
Never being good enough suicidal depression
Rages my brain with no exit
The thoughts take hold
I tell myself to escape
My strength is gone
I'm going home

So much pain
If I would die right now the world would be a better place
So much pain
If I can control anything I can control my fate
So much pain
I'm drowning on land chest tight I'm not breathing
So much pain
If I could burn to ashes have my remains blow away