Didn't You Video (MV)

Methylenedioxymethamphetamines
That's ecstasy and just like you it's an indirect monoaminergic
Agonist
Serotonin receptors are broken am I a Sado-Masochist
My jaw clenches when I hit the ceiling
Because when I hit the floor I don't know what I will be feeling
And it's hard to be a Poet
You try to share your feelings when you yourself you don't even know it
In the shadows you're lurking like a damn retard drooling like a bitch
What are you a retard
With your broken promise what are you a retard
My dad just hit no it's your turn
What am I a retard?
But when I had that trauma you came in and now Didn't you?
Talk to me when my mama wouldn't Now Didn't you?
The nights when the parents was screaming you was there Wasn't you?
When my mom was running the roads you was there Wasn't you?
Depersonalization hyperventilating salivation Lacrimation urination defecation
I'm detached from myself
I don't like who I am
I don't know who I am
Demonic oppression is that just depression
Demonic possession that wasn't the obsession
F*ck the fat ass Utah bitches and dad for not leaving them in the ditches
And I'm glad you left my mom and all that she did was wrong
But you didn't have to take your anger out on me
And it wasn't until you married Angela that we all started to see
The Kim inside of you now I got this shadow and it's killing me
Steve
Tracey
Steve
Donna
And it's Steve
Hahahah Angela
Steve
Then then its Nina what?
Tracey then its Steve then its Donna then its Steve then it's the shadows then its Steve then I go back to Tracey Then its Steve all the head trauma and the molestation then I am messaging on the Nina then its Tracey then its Donna then its head trauma then its Donna then its Tracey then its Steve In the Shadows I believe and this Steve He helped me get through all the traumas and now I cannot believe anything except its Steve all the head Trauma I believe I just cannot receive unless!