Order in the court
Are you telling me you view me as some puny last resort?
Like the recipe you loosely use so you don't hit the store
Do I have to plead like por favor?
I ain't too proud to beg but you don't make it rough to turn to Ruffin
It's craven to be David when the one you love can look you in your eyes and say your love is aimless
They don't receive your actions right, it's getting complicated
You're not hitting all the intended angles
And your intentions get bigger as time progresses
Get bigger all while your mental steer clear of a sign or message
Some proof that you doing too much
And soon you will sign your death wish with a feather pen
Your John Hancock hands off your life to sin
Or man, as in the human race, they'll let you down again
And bitches, as in the human race, can put your hopes to bed
And niggas, as in the human race, will hate you and your plans
Until they in their final resting place while your name still advancing
Generational wealth on every list I send to heaven
Then that's followed by health, but He insists I get to helping
He be allowing madness to happen to give direction
When Pops used to grab his belt, I immediately got to stepping, on me
I tied my feelings to a C4, it showered debris
I tried to think about just me more, a sour lil week
A silent lil trip
A solid hour went fore I dipped
Into the ocean of thoughts a nigga resent
Then it pulled me in, I swim but I'm lost at sea in this bitch
See a waterfall, I pray I don't fall into this abyss
Tried to grab the boat
Only could hold with my fingertips
And that scene just be on loop til I'm finally breathing again
Woe is me
Like should I find some hoes quickly?
Or is that grind too much to bear? I'm not a whole grizzly
I'm Dillon Brooks, why would I share the love if you don't give at all?
I rather take the chance than dish it if you not swinging the ball
Whole Lotta Drama, caused by mistakes
I made it law to wake up every morning thinking"what problems will I resolve?"
A nigga really mourning
Pops in the coffin
I never thought that Halloween was coming
So my heart softened, but now it's hard because my mind be running
I try to stop it, I park the car, a nigga heart is thumping
It do that often, but this is odd because the way it's pumping
You'd think I'd pop it
Not feeling far from seeing credits dropping
Curtains start falling
I nodded off but then I woke up