I wake up in the evening I wonder what went wrong
So sick and tired of dreaming Of what I might become
And I know I am a failure in your eyes
I brought shame upon us all
I know I am A failure to everyone
So I, I have to say goodbye
You ask me how I'm doing I don't know what to say
Should I spread pain and sorrow Or lie and say okay
Cause all of this is me just trying to bring a sparkle to your eyes
All of this is just a feeble attempt To please you
And I know I am a failure in your eyes
I brought shame upon us all I know I am
A failure to everyone
So I, I have to say goodbye
So why do I still try to please you and keep failing
Should stop and wonder why my efforts keep derailing
And I know I am a failure in your eyes
And I won't bring shame upon us all
I know I'm not a failure to everyone
So I, I have to say goodbye