Keshh - Crossroads Lyrics

This for my brothers tryna get on
Without no put on
Keep going homie
Remember you strong
It's hard not to flip
When yo lights ain't on
Baby moms complaining
Talking about what you don't do
A nigga wanna quit
I can't even make a cent
It's hard to stay sane
When you ain't got no benefits
I been looking at the stars
And I still ain't get my wish
I moved to the city
But that shit just made it harder
Maybe I ain't meant to be
The nigga on TV
What if this social media shit
Just ain't really for me
Working long hours
I'm just fighting for some time
Nigga doing what I can
But I can't even write a rhyme
I thought god chose me
I thought it was meant to be
As time past
It's getting harder to believe
Riding on that Amtrak
With no money but dreams
I gotta cross that crossroad
By any means
Nigga was poor as f*ck
Tryna envision I'm rich
Nigga doing what I can
But I can't even make a dent
While my uncle telling me
That I'm supposed to represent
I then spent my last dime
On this f*ckin music shit
And I ain't getting nothing back
I feel I waste my time
Writing all these verses
I feel I lost my mind
Maybe I should go back
To sandblasting and painting
I already dropped out
What the f*ck was I thinking
Tryna ease the pain
With all this smoking and drinking
Anxiety creeping up
I'm always overthinking
Everybody around me
Already signing deals
Some garbage ass niggas
Who can't even match my skill
I gotta keep going
Cuz I'm already too deep
Had to get it off my chest
And I had to confess
As a artist
I'm losing interest
As a artist
My mental been a mess