Nursing wounds all my life damaged... damnit
Making the same mistakes twice damnit
Give in to my vices my demise could be price
Staying sane smokin strains that ain't even legalized
Feel like I can't even cry
Granny left the earth never thought that she would die
Taking her for granted really opened my eyes
Learning more about myself everyday
Ima pacifist if possible...optimist
Nothing is Impossible, long as you approach the shit logical
Not afraid of challenges my whole life been an obstacle
Overcame Everything Made a lane
No morphine no novocaine just endured the pain
This here sound like ink... pumpin put these black thoughts
This might be the realest shit I ever wrote when
Still loving people though I got this black heart
We lost a lot in our time
At times I wish I had no feelings like a Optimus Prime
I could've chose to wallow but instead I opted to shine
Upped on my grind instead of stuck in my mind I'm out in cali steady puffing the LA
My mental state is in a different state
In and out the loop like the figure 8 speeding thru the interstate
Music keepin me sane I think I need a shrink
On everything I would've been in the klink
So much trouble in my frontal lobe I cant even think
Makin plans to kick it and somehow I don't even link
Pour up some liquor for me I need a drink this shit is wild
At this point I'm doin this for my child, I keep quiet but I'm puffin the loud
Keep the toxic shit away from me
I just hope my loved ones pray for me ima keep goin at it faithfully
I'm growing but no changing me
Still wishing all the bad news was make believe