runaway Video (MV)

I'm about to runaway, don't know what to feel
Lost in the world trying to search for something real
I'm going to runaway, there's nothing for me here
No trust no love it's like I'm trapped inside of hell
I'm going to runaway, even if I fail
At least I'll die knowing that I tried to free myself
I'm about to runaway, runaway, take me away

My whole life I've had my back against the wall
I've seen love I've seen hate I've seen it all
It's like the world's plotting on my downfall
Knock me down in the end I'll stand tall
Life ain't easy but I can't let it break me
Pain runs deep I'm shedding tears on the daily
Never trust a word that any of these people tell me
Forever speak my heart you're going to always get the real me
Sad to say most other's cannot say the same
Feelings are like seasons over time they tend to change
Drinking out the bottle just to help stay sane
This life is something really difficult to maintain
At times I ask myself if I'm going to make to the end
At times I ask myself I'm going to ever be content
Why oh why am I leading a life of sin
It won't be long before I'm blowing in the wind

I'm about to runaway, don't know what to feel
Lost in the world trying to search for something real
I'm going to runaway, there's nothing for me here
No trust no love it's like I'm trapped inside of hell
I'm going to runaway, even if I fail
At least I'll die knowing that I tried to free myself
I'm about to runaway, runaway, take me away

My soul is hurting from the lies I've been told
I heard it so many times over time it's getting old
Trying to clear my mind so I fill it up with smoke
But all that ever does is turn my highs into lows
Right or wrong I understand it's just the way it is
Nowadays it makes sense that things ain't making sense
The TV told me I could pay to take away my sins
We need a leader that's going to make the world great again
It's been hard to tell my friends from my foes
I've been pushed my whole life, the edge is getting close
Mean mugs and cold stares as I'm stepping down the road
Trying to keep the family close but my house is not a home
I'm about to runaway, I just pray I have the energy
Free my soul feel free to keep the rest of me
This has been me and will be until the death of me
I'm just trying to carry out my own legacy

I'm about to runaway, don't know what to feel
Lost in the world trying to search for something real
I'm going to runaway, there's nothing for me here
No trust no love it's like I'm trapped inside of hell
I'm going to runaway, even if I fail
At least I'll die knowing that I tried to free myself
I'm about to runaway, runaway, take me away