Kevin T King - Love You Better Lyrics

Love don't come easy, I know
But we gon' make it work
And we gon' fight sometimes
Sometimes but
We can work it out my darlin
I wanna love you better
I wanna love you better
It's always hard to trust a heart when it's already broken
Wasted half of my life now all my doors are closing
You came up into my life when shit was getting crazy
Maybe I expected too much, thinking that we could save it
I can't promise you the world because you stole it from me
Told you be careful with my heart and you got colder on me
Tried to be patient, you was taking all your time away
You looked at me and told me you ain't had that kind of faith
Baby, I know I'm hard to love, but damn it, I've been trying
I've been trying to stay sober, you made me feel like dying
Told my son you'd never leave like you was trying to stay
Telling me to forget you and let it fade away
I've been trying to convince him that it wasn't you
Cause I don't want you to put him through what his mother do
I'd say give Neah my love but I'm hoping you don't
I don't want her to remember me like I gotta remember you
I wanna love you but I don't know how
It's been so long since you came around
Wanna be with you and only you forever
Cause you the only reason that my life got better
I hope you know that even if the world stops now
I'm trying to be your gravity
Baby you hold me down more than I'll ever be
Long as I got you in my life, I know I'll never be
Maybe I can love you better after everything
Now I hope these lyrics bring you peaceful days and sleepful nights
Hope you find happiness again and he can treat you right
Hope karaoke still makes you smile on those lonely nights
Hope you're out with your girls, getting drunk and you living life
But to be honest, making music's the only way I cope
Compared to losing you, my addiction was just a joke
There's no synthetic over the counter version of you
All I can do is love you a little better than I used to
So please be patient with my heart cause I've been hurt a lot
True, and I done made some mistakes, but I learned a lot
Sometimes I struggle to find my worth cause I ain't earned enough
Like ever since birth, I've been cursed by something I ain't never got
Nobody ever told me that some days love will make you hate it
My mama died with that knowledge back when I was just a baby
My f*cking dad drank himself to death and I ain't understand it
Looking back now, there's so many questions Ill never get to ask him
Like how the f*ck do I keep on pushing and not give up
How come every time I get close to blessings, I f*ck them up
Why every time I fall in love, I find a way to break
No, I'm not trying to give up now, I ain't got enough time to waste
Just hope you know that I can't sleep alone so I don't
Something wrong with my mental, can't eat
Cause even though my heart was wrong, see it's my thoughts that miss you
That's my issue, I'm pissed cause I was all in and you missed it
Now all that I got left of you are these memories and this sickness
All that I got left of you are these memories and this sickness
All that I got left of you are these memories and this sickness
All that I got left of you
All that I got left of you is this sickness
I wanna love you, but I don't know how
It's been so long since you came around
Wanna be with you and only you forever
Cause you're the only reason that my life got better
I hope you know that even if the world stops now
I'm tryna be your gravity
Baby, you hold me down more than I'll ever be
Long as I got you in my life, I know I'll never be
Maybe I can love you better after everything