Struggle Video (MV)

You dont know about my struggle
You dont know about my pain
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah

You dont know about my struggle
You dont know about my pain
Load some bullets in the 45
Then stick that bitch straight to my brain
Taking bottles to the head yeah
Blunts to the head yeah
Lay back in my head rest
Trying to explain
You dont know my struggle
You dont know my pain

All the hate is so intense
My back against the fence
A penny for my thoughts
I'm just trying to make some sense
Ive been going through some things yeah
Everything aint what it seems yeah
End of the barrel pushed against my temple
I just want it all to end but sometimes it aint that simple
If I do it I can picture my family going through it
Wondering what went when wrong & when did I start to lose it
Financially Ive been struggling debt just keeps on doubling
All of my life has been so troubling
I dont know how Im functioning
Under pressure Ive been bucking
Drunk as f*ck I've been stumbling
Back and forth I've been juggling
This situations humbling
Ive been praying for the moment this moment would end
They keep on saying it aint safe to try to hold it in
I'm down bad feeling trapped my soul is pinned
Mayne here we go again

You dont know about my struggle
You dont know about my pain
Load some bullets in the 45
Then stick that bitch straight to my brain
Taking bottles to the head yeah
Blunts to the head yeah
Lay back in my head rest
Trying to explain
You don't know my struggle
You don't know my pain

Yeah
I swear I've been here before this feels like deja vu
Im breaking down just hoping to make a breakthrough
I put my album together called it my debut
But never dropped it cause flopping would make me break too
As a man it's hard to say it's hard to handle shit
It aint about what comes your way its how you handle it
You only get one life why would you gamble it
This is the question they constantly ask me and I dont know how to answer it
Running away from my past hoping that karma don't never catch up with me
Whats up with me
I dont need nobody around me I dont want your company
Looking around at my problems I think to my self this shit ain't never going to end
Overextended on all of my bills I cannot make the payments It's hard to pretend
And put this smile on, when I know it it fake
I got the, weight of the world on my shoulders and I ache
All of my people keep on saying boy you know you gonna be strait
I'm wide awake my eyes opened to the fake

You dont know about my struggle
You dont know about my pain
Load some bullets in the 45
Then stick that bitch straight to my brain
Taking bottles to the head yeah
Blunts to the head
Lay back in my head rest
Trying to explain
You don't know my struggle
You don't know my pain