Keyy - Junior Reflections Lyrics

I went ham with the scissors
Didn't get a paper cut, not a single drop of blood
I was just painting a picture
It feels abstract enough but I still couldn't touch
The idea or perspective
Or the message
I don't get it, I am very confused
Seen as reckless
Maybe selfish
I'm just protective, I'll put me first over you
How I laughed and how I cried
Used to stay up all night
While you disregard my time and my love
You could say that I was playing it nice
Till I got so sick and tired
Didn't wanna have to fight, but I must
Rambling bout me, you tried to clown me
While showing love, like it meant nothing at all
The people surrounding me tried to dog me out, please
Don't give an apology, don't need it at all
I let you get away with slandering my name
And everything I said, trust that I still mean it
It was a give or take and the main takeaway
Was laughing in front of my face, was too naive to see it
Don't ever think I will forget about it
Don't ever think I will forget about him
In your dms, tone said he's mad about it
Didn't defend me or try to doubt it
How I laughed and how I cried
Used to stay up all night
While you disregard my time and my love
You could say that I was playing it nice
Till I got so sick and tired
Didn't wanna have to fight, but I must
Rambling bout me, you tried to clown me
While showing love, like it meant nothing at all
The people surrounding me tried to dog me out, please
Don't give an apology, don't need it at all