Khaji - Defaced Lyrics

'Cause I didn't want to lose you
I'm the one that got you through
Now you live with no clue to
Who you are it's too true
Tryna find out what to do
Really feelin' like you knew
Found out now it took you too
True pain's a game I'm new to
Didn't want to lose you
I'm the one that got you through
Now you live with no clue to
Who you are it's too true
Tryna find out what to do
Really feelin' like you knew
Found out now it took you too
True pain's a game I'm new to

You could play this every day but won't able to place a name, yeah
Talking to you now ain't, it ain't the same
'Cause I know the next day you're gunna forget what I'd say
And I wish that it hadn't have to happen this way
I was told, give it a bit of time, you'll be fine
I was told, that nothing would be wrong with your mind
I was told, give her another try to rewind
I was told, give her one more hi, before you say goodbye (Makin' me)
Cry out and pout on both sides
'Cause they lied and they denied my tries to be by your side
And now they're telling me that you're gon' die
And won't remember any one of us in your whole life
You can't recollect all the great times that we had
Or look in retrospect at the grave times you been mad
Thinking about all of this is making me sad
Like how could you not remember your own dad
Or everything he did, he even died for you
Took a bullet in the chest and thigh for you
He's the reason you're alive and not high up in the sky, I
Can't believe his face is foreign to your eyes
And I hate that you don't recognize me instantly
Or your brother or your mother or your daughter or your niece
You're not gunna remember any of us
How did everything get so messed up

'Cause I didn't want to lose you
I'm the one that got you through
Now you live with no clue to
Who you are it's too true
Tryna find out what to do
Really feelin' like you knew
Found out now it took you too
True pain's a game I'm new to
Didn't want to lose you
I'm the one that got you through
Now you live with no clue to
Who you are it's too true
Tryna find out what to do
Really feelin' like you knew
Found out now it took you too
True pain's a game I'm new to

Your mind's an empty place, defaced entirely
You'll erase my face from your memory
But I still see yours every single day
And it breaks me to know that you feel okay
While everyone around, masks the pain
As we see you look with a puzzled gaze
The empty look in your eye, struggling with my name
I was there your whole life, now we're all the same
Just a blur, rest assured, she'll die peacefully
Without her life in her mind she'll die peacefully
That's what we were told, that was the high note
Now you're gunna go without the fire in your soul, that's cold

'Cause I didn't want to lose you
I'm the one that got you through
Now you live with no clue to
Who you are it's too true
Tryna find out what to do
Really feelin' like you knew
Found out now it took you too
True pain's a game I'm new to
Didn't want to lose you
I'm the one that got you through
Now you live with no clue to
Who you are it's too true
Tryna find out what to do
Really feelin' like you knew
Found out now it took you too
True pain's a game I'm new to
'Cause I didn't want to lose you
I'm the one that got you through
Now you live with no clue to
Who you are it's too true
Tryna find out what to do
Really feelin' like you knew
Found out now it took you too
True pain's a game I'm new to