I'm not happy, but I'm not crying
I must be somewhere in between
I'm too scared to just admit it
'Cause I don't wanna lose anything
And I, and I
I'm done chasing after stupid dreams
That I could never achieve
I'm done giving my everything
I gotta stop expecting things
And where were you
When you told me I was perfect and I was screwed
So tell me was it worth it 'cause I've done
Every little thing I can do
Every little thing I can say 'til I found
Every perfect version of you
And buried all my troubles away
And I, and I
I'm done chasing after stupid dreams
That I could never achieve
I'm done giving my everything
I gotta stop expecting things
I can't control myself
Stuck on all the words you said
I can't control myself
Breaking all our promises
I cannot help myself
Digging all these holes again
Sadness became a trend
So if I cried it'd mean nothing
And I, and I
I'm done chasing after stupid dreams
That I could never achieve
I'm done giving my everything
I gotta stop expecting things
I'm done giving my everything
I gotta stop expecting things
I'm done giving my everything
I gotta stop expecting things