Nothing like my father
Never had a daughter, never walked out on her
Never had a son
But I'd never turn my back on one
And I never understood
Why I just wasn't good enough for him
Why mama wasn't good enough for him
Well f*ck him, she's my heroine
Heard he's off that heroine, you really think I'm buying that?
Mama pay your phone huh? Bet you'd just get high with that
Did she tell you don't hit me with that bullshit?
I could tell you what to do with a full clip
Put it to your ear til you hear clicks
You will never heal hope you feel it
When I'm dancing on your grave
Your life ain't worth the save
Like an old PlayStation game
And you ain't worth the space on my memory card, do you know who we are
It's that kid that you abandoned
Matt stepped up and he made me a man
It's that kid that you made, yea
But you ain't have shit with my life plan
So f*ck if you're dying or f*ck if you're lying
F*ck if it's fact that you spent your life hiding
F*ck if you seen me on the internet rising
My detest for you just isn't subsiding
I don't recall your faces
In and outta places, on the road
But right now I'm wasted
Screamin f*ck your to your face bitch, lost control
I don't recall your faces
In and outta places, on the road
But right now I'm wasted
Screamin f*ck your to your face bitch, lost control
I don't owe you shit
No dollar no cent nor even word
And I don't wanna talk
Your reasoning sound so absurd
Your leaving didn't really ruin not one chance for me to great
Huh no contemplate
I don't need you so deteriorate
Walls of my halls I shall decorate
Pictures with faces I can relate
Pictures of people I more than tolerate
See I love these people but can't say the same
But i don't really hate you
More like I don't need you round
Cuz when me and mama struggle, you were out getting high and no you couldn't be found
Try not to think about maybes
Cuz maybe I'd be crazy
Just a little more
Livin daily
With your bitch ass callin mama "baby"
Probably woulda lived your life and walked your steps livin so carelessly
Chose heroine instead of LSD, opened vines instead of light beams
Now my eyes see
That you envy
You want love just like me
You want this and you want that but you can't evade your memories
So live with your past, your regrets and mistakes
And accept the fact I won't recall your face
Live with your past, I am your mistake
But only because you left it all out to waste
I don't recall your faces
In and outta places, on the road
But right now I'm wasted
Screamin f*ck your to your face bitch, lost control
I don't recall your faces
In and outta places, on the road
But right now I'm wasted
Screamin f*ck your to your face bitch, lost control