Kidd Doxx - Chasing Golds Lyrics

I been chasing gold all these years
Hoping it could mask how I feel I'm so used to
Losing all control in the moment
I'm following the gold like its a compass
Contemplating and second guessing on what's important
Never healing from situations just sounds like torture
I'm sure I'll be ok cause my problems heal with my fortune she hate
The fact I don't speak about my emotions it's foreign language
Taught that Im supposed to provide and just never say shit
I know that's its toxic as hell but can you blame me
Never had somebody that's interested in what I'm thinking
So I'm chasing gold just to numb the pain
Instead of addressing what's really causing pain
Society telling me that I'll be ok
My anxiety telling me I should take a break
Maybe I'm different
Maybe this drive that I've obtained is to stop me from slipping
Maybe I'm close to everything that I wanted but is this
Something that I maybe regret when I'm not as ambitious
My problems expensive
I'm chasing gold
I been chasing gold all these years
Hoping it could mask how I feel I'm so used to it
Losing all control in the moment
Never been to good with my emotions I ain't used to them
I been chasing gold all these years
Hoping it could mask how I feel I'm so used to it
Losing all control in the moment
Never been to good with my emotions I ain't used to them
I been chasing gold all these years
I been chasing gold all these years
I been chasing gold all these years
I been chasing gold all these years
I been chasing gold all these years I'm so used to it
Hoping it could mask how I feel I'm so used it
Ah im so used to it
Im so used to it