Kidd J - Depression Lyrics

Yeah Latley i havent been feeling the best
Latley ive had my heart ripped from my chest
Lost my Bestfriend and im a f*cking mess
Why does god put me through these tests
I havent been feeling alright
I havent been feeling fine
I Got these suicidal thoughts running through my mind
I know im gonna heal itll just take time
But im getting impatient trying to get to the finish line
So im sorry if it feels like im pushing you away
Im sorry if we dont talk every single day
Please dont leave me please just stay
I know im doing this to myself i know im not okay
I tell you all im okay but truthfully its a lie
Im praying to god that you just dont say goodbye
Cause every single night i stay up and i cry
Thats why i hardly text back or even reply
Im sorry For all I've done
I'm sorry For this Depression
Im sorry For all I've done
I'm sorry For this Depression
Ive been fighting depression for over 7 years
I cant find happiness unless im chugging beers
I cant f*cking smile all you see are f*cking tears
Im so f*cking lonley its one of my biggest fears
I know that im broken
I know that im worthless
I know that I deserve it
I know that im not worth it
Im a f*cking piece of shit
Ill never be worth it
Why do i exist
WHAT IS MY PURPOSE
I know that im easily f*cking forgotten
I dont need help but thats why im f*cking falling
When i wanna find love I always use caution
I feel like im backed into a corner, im running out of options
I know i got friends but i still feel alone
Nobody to call to talk to on the phone
Honestly im lost im my f*cking zone
I know Nobody will miss me when im gone
Im sorry For all I've done
I'm sorry For this Depression
Im sorry For all I've done
I'm sorry For this Depression