How It’s Supposed to Be Video (MV)

Staying to myself cuz I can't let em get the best of me
How many of y'all can say y'all really want what's best for me
I gave em my all an they still asked me for the rest of me
So I put up a wall to guard the little I had left of me
Percocet and ecstasy to numb the pain but really it ain't helpin me
Feel like I'm just gettin high for temporary stress relief
At night my granny pray I change say I'm living to recklessly
Reflection of the place that I come from what they expect from me
Forgive the way I'm living I'm just playin the hand they dealt to me
Knowing if I get caught without it it could likely be the death of me
Gotta keep your weapon in my section it's a necessity
Hope I ain't next but it's right next to me
Just in case that's what's next for me

I don't really get it why these demons got control of me
Fell like dying fast 27 coming slow to me
Feeling kinda bad for all the ones I'm holding close to me
And I hope you understand this not the plan or how it's posed to be

So at night when I lay down to sleep make sure my pole with me
Ask god watch over me protect me from those close to me
Tryna leave the streets alone the trenches got a hold of me
Nightmares of the reaper standing over me
Can't let em take my sole from me

I been f*cking up the road the scraping my plate I need it all
Ain't worried boutta bitch water on my wrist shine when I ball
It's always gone be some shit when you that nigga they gone call
Snakes in the grass hungry eyes praying that you gone fall
I done took a step off in the deep end
I know pussy niggas steady plotting always scheming
Don't ask me how I know but his main bitch was creepin last weekend
Gotta learn yo role low to the flo kick back n peep shit
Wonder how we got to where we at that's what we did
Back in the day me Kie n B started dreaming
They started hating started saying we wouldnt be shit
But I ain't gone lie we hard reach jumped off the deep end

So at night when I lay down to sleep make sure my pole with me
Ask god watch over me protect me from those close to me
Tryna leave the streets alone the trenches got a hold of me
Nightmares of the reaper standing over me
Can't let em take my sole from me

I don't really get it why these demons got control of me
Feel like dying fast 27 coming slow to me
Feeling kinda bad for all the ones I'm holding close to me
And I hope you understand this not the plan or how it's posed to be