KieDaDon - Blinded Me Lyrics

I expected the exhaustion And the days I couldn't get out of bed
I expected the prescriptions And the pain I felt in my head
I thought slowly I'd start feeling better I'd stitch my life back together
One day at a time In one long straight line
But here I'm f*ckin' up
Layin' in my bed (I Can't Sleep)
I'm thinkin' bout my death I ain't healing
I'm probably gon' be dead in a minute I know I'm sinnin
My life is like a Ferris wheel spinnin
Oh i'm Addicted to your love that shit appalling
Who said problems don't hurt? I wanna go back in the dirt
I'm gettin' f*ckin' thinner, I ain't eating
I shoulda known it was gon' hurt when we was meetin
Oh, oh, oh
I shoulda left it be
That shit f*ckin' hurt, you doin' better than me
I thought that I was f*ckin' winning
Got an empty peace
I'm home body but I'm chillin
Think that's all I need
Close my eyes (Close my eyes)
Think of die
I done hurt too much to make it light in the room
When I Die Don't write
Good things on my tomb
Cause I'm such a fool
Don't know what to do
Locked up in my room
Pray I'll make it through
Pour my f*ckin' heart out
I can't give it time to Brew
They left me behind
I hate f*ckin' lose
I just wanna get by
Can't close these f*ckin' wounds
Remember all them times
Was makin' love up in your room
Had to sneak through the window
I'm riskin' time just for you
I thought that you hurt
I realize it was two
What if I was lost in the deep end
Taking my own life, it depends
I don't care about your love, let's be friends
Caught you lookin' at my smile, I was pretendin
Layin' in my bed (My Bed)
I'm thinkin' bout my death (My Death)
I'm probably gon' be dead in a minute
I know I'm sinning
My life is like a fence wheel spinnin
Close my eyes
Think I'll die
Love hurts pride ohh
Pain in my eyes yeah
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