This is the shit I've been trying to get out of you, bruh. I'm telling you, bruh
Feels so good to do this shit again, like, bruh
Feel like I'm standing alone (standing alone)
Like, what if I go missing would they call my phone
(Call my phone)
It's the Long Live Memphis, I swear your death took a toll (death took a toll)
Can't let my demons out, they got a mind of its own (mind of its own)
Distant memories in my head (Distant memories)
(In my head)
I want better things, but I feel dead
(I wish Better things) (feel dead)
Lift my spirit to the most high, I hate it that my bro died
My uncle told me listen to my heart, don't let shit slide (don't let shit slide)
Not really mad we dissed apart, I was beyond tired
I didn't think I would make it far, look at my god
Before I disappear, like, what'd y'all care
Only time will tell, like, how much times I gave my f*cking hand
Like, I was fading out, gotta accept that I'm lonely
In my head, I feel like crashing, I wanna go back to that old me
So much mistakes, I'ma live without
Don't show me f*cking up, baby, I don't care
The shit that I've been through, like, I don't fear
The risk that I took, mama, I promise I'm here
(Oh)
Yeah
No longer at my lowest, I'm at peace, I'm alone
The pain you brought to me don't compare to my wrongs
I hurt too much to the point that I cry, but never shown
I really hate I put your name in my song
That anxiety I felt, it feels I don't belong
I'm shouting out for help, that's all I ever known
I feel so dead inside
(Dead inside)
It feels I'm paralyzed
(Paralyzed)
Got open wounds it hurts
I'm so traumatized
(I'm so traumatized)