Lose my mind in the night can't save me
I've been fine trynna hide my savings
One more line trynna fight these cravings
Paint the pain on the walls show my painting
Do I really wanna know who I'm saving?
Do I really wanna show that I hate me?
If there's anything you need then just take it
Trynna chase all of the things that'll break me
Baby you know I'm a scumbag
I'm just trynna live fast but I'm dying young
I wanna tell you so you know that
I can't cover up these scars my hurt is showing through that
If there's one thing more that makes me snap dig up my old self
I'm a scum I can't save myself
I've been done you know I hate myself
Cover up but can't replace myself
Baby if it's my time you know I'll burn in hell
I'm a scum I can't save myself
I've been done you know I hate myself
Cover up but can't replace myself
Baby if it's my time you know I'll burn in hell
I know that I've been right here before
Trynna look inside the mirror and my eyes are sore
Trynna find the f*cking person that's in me I'm still searching for more
Who is me? I'm still empty so deep inside of my core
All my demons act friendly they tempt me so I'm not sure
I've been feeling so deadly mind's heavy falls to the floor
I cannot think right
I cannot keep score
I cant sleep at night
I cant feel my soul
Baby you know I'm a scumbag
I'm just trynna live fast but I'm dying young
I wanna tell you so you know that
I can't cover up these scars my hurt is showing through that
If there's one thing more that makes me snap dig up my old self
I'm a scum I can't save myself
I've been done you know I hate myself
Cover up but can't replace myself
Baby if it's my time you know I'll burn in hell
I'm a scum I can't save myself
I've been done you know I hate myself
Cover up but can't replace myself
Baby if it's my time you know I'll burn in hell