kingfallplays - Pointing to the sky Lyrics

No, no, no, no Yeah, you know I'm only pointin' at the sky
No, it hurts me deep inside that I can't see you no more
Wish I was better, of course Makin' this song and I really wanna cry
Cause it doesn't feel the same without you here tonight
Yeah, I wish you were here with me right by my side
Now I'm screamin' and I'm cryin' and I just wonder why
You left me on my own, like, why? I remember I woke up on that same night
And I called you three times on my phone It kept on ringin' like, where's my bro?
At first, no, I didn't mind Cause we've been through this, like, several times
And it hurts me to know I did not get to see you alive and say goodbye
I remember mom and dad when they came home They told me you was gone, I lost all control
I was stuck in that place, don't know where to go It just sucks that you left me on my own
Only got your shoes and clothes that you left me
Now I'm only thinkin' of the memories Now there's only one thing that I ever really do
Yeah, you know I'm only pointin' at the sky, no It hurts me deep inside that I can't see you no more
Wish I was better, of course I don't know who I can tell my secrets to
Don't know who to tell, no, I don't got a clue Me and you were together, yeah, we were stuck like glue
I'm missin' when we would run duos to
Run duos to
Yeah, I hate you for dyin', but I just love that you love me
Wish you were here with me, I wish you could hug me
I'm just hopin' and prayin' you put nobody above me
People sayin' they here for me, where are they now
Never check up on me and I'm like, wow
House doesn't feel the same no more No, this house doesn't feel like a home
I thought it was a dream, but I'm wide awake Yeah, I thought it was a lie, yeah, I thought it was fake
No, no, no, no
No, no, no
Yeah, I thought it was a lie and I thought it was fake
Hate it when I have anxiety attacks and I shake You can tell that I feel different cause I don't feel the same
You can see I'm losin' my mind and I'm losin' my brain This is not what I meant when I told you to get away
Only thing I can do now is just go back and look at the messages on my phone
We had hella memories, yeah, they were gold Me and bro getting a house together was the goal
I ain't gonna lie, yeah, you put me onto juice Yeah, I'm hangin' by a thread like I'm on a noose
This the first time that I'm ever speakin' my mind Yeah, without you, yeah, I'm feelin' like I'm goin' blind
You were my bro and yeah, you were my guide You're my best friend, yeah, you know you're my guy
Sometimes it's hard to just decide If I should live or I should die
Don't wanna cry again tonight
No, no, no, no, no
Whenever I'm talkin' to you, yeah
Yeah, you know I'm only pointin' at the sky
But I don't feel alright here tonight