[Verse 1]
Screen's loading again, your face in pixels
Like a dream that keeps buffering
White walls behind you, pristine and lifeless
While my room's getting suffocating
Can you see through these frames I'm wearing?
The ones that hide what I'm not sharing
[Chorus]
Hold music playing through my headphones
Telling me I'm not alone
But baby, I've been sitting here for hours
In this digital waiting room, losing power
Connection's weak but I'm still trying
To make you see I'm slowly dying
[Verse 2]
Your voice cuts in and out like static
While I'm spilling all my tragic
Little secrets through the screen
But something's missing in between
Mama's lullaby feels so far away now
These white noise moments won't allow
[Bridge]
Remember when touch wasn't scary?
When healing didn't feel so binary
Now I'm trapped in this virtual space
Looking for warmth in your pixelated face
Loading, loading, please wait
While my mind dissociates
[Chorus]
Hold music playing through my headphones
Telling me I'm not alone
But baby, I've been sitting here for hours
In this digital waiting room, losing power
Connection's weak but I'm still trying
To make you see I'm slowly dying
[Outro]
The screen goes black, and I'm still here
In my room with all my fear
Waiting for the next session to begin
Lost between what's now and what has been
Your voice echoes through the static
"Same time next week?" It's automatic