I don't want to hear new music
Cause everything new reminds me of you
And I'm writing my own songs
They all seem like empty spaces
A long list of sounds about losing
I guess I'm grieving what I've never had
A long list of sounds about losing
I guess I'm grieving what I've never had
I crush my feelings under a smile
Cause all unavoidable tears taste of you
And that dream in loop of you
Leaning over me on your couch
So I keep dreading my sleep at night
I stay awake and numb my mind
So I keep dreading my sleep at night
I stay awake and numb my mind
I can tell the flowers are shy to bloom
Because they feel that there's no witness
And I keep repeating in my head
That I'm happy if you're happy
And I play it loud inside my skull
I won't be happy until it cracks
I play it loud inside my skull
I won't be happy until it cracks
I won't be happy until it cracks
I won't be happy until it cracks
I won't be happy until it cracks
I won't be happy until it cracks
I keep dreading my sleep at night
I stay awake and numb my mind
So I keep dreading my sleep at night
I won't be happy until it cracks
I won't be happy until it cracks
I won't be happy until it cracks
I won't be happy until it cracks
I won't be happy until it cracks